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After miscarrying five babies, TaniA Kyllikki gives her heartbreakingly powerful performance on “What if?”



A year after the release of her previous album, “Why Chapter One,” the singer-songwriter returns with a remake of the album’s track, “What If?” For TaniA Kyllikki and her fiance and music partner Rynellton alias Garry D. Hairston, the intense anguish of losing a set of twins and then triplets is audible in their song, “What If,” which was written specifically for their babies. When the English singer-songwriter TaniA Kyllikki felt this pain, she did what she always does: she expressed it via her music.

The ethereal, mystical music of “What If?” produced by Rynellton eloquently reflects the winding journey that the pain of losing a baby takes you on. TaniA’s vocals sound anglicized, gentle at times, and incredibly forceful at others. Once you become immersed in the song, you truly feel as though you are experiencing her suffering. Her voice is unique, and it is remarkable that she is able to achieve this. Towards the end of the song, the singer expresses acceptance by saying farewell to her babies with the last two words, “What If?” That gave the song its title, which fades out along with the sounds of what appears to be a heavenly paradise with birds and other creatures. 

TaniA Kyllikki and her fiancé/musical partner have written a touching song, “What If?” in memory of their five miscarried babies. Those who have suffered the loss of a much-wanted child can find solace in this song. This can also be shared to express sympathy for a friend or family member who has experienced a miscarriage. When it concerns miscarriage-related grief, this sadly often goes unacknowledged by loved ones, despite the fact that it is every bit as painful and challenging as any other grief over loss. Having that long-awaited child fulfilled some of their deepest desires about the kind of family life they would have in the future. Leaving them with a sense of, What If? What could have been, as TaniA expresses so painfully well in her song.

TaniA Kyllikki also has a brand new second album in the works; be sure to stay connected to get updates on her upcoming releases. 

Click below to stream or download “What If” by TaniA Kyllikki, feat. Rynellton.

What If – TaniAKyllikki – Feat. Rynellton

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